Tomorrow
So strange… just to sit in the silence… 2 months left, but i am still so lost, everything seems to be the theatre and we are just actors here, you should smile when you want to cry, you should cry when you want to smile, so strange feelings, you are jumping from one side to opposite and you can’t find right decision of everything… ” Just be youself… ” It sounds very easy, but in life it is completely different
Pff, 2 months left… Russia… what do i feel when i am hearing this word? I don’t know why but now during this year it doesn’t associate with the word: “home”, so strange in Russia I usually say this strange phrase – I am going home… to Kemi, to Finland, but in another side when I am in Finland, i am saying : Oooh, tomorrow I am going home to Russia, so where is my home? In these moments I feel like homeless.
I am already missing my friends… 1 day, I cannot imagine what will happen with me when I will graduate and when all my friends will go in different ways in different sides of this big world.
It is so good to be crazy like me 
Not like insane, just crazy in my own way: I am not crazy, just my reality is different than yours Smile, smile, smile – the one solution when you feel good or you feel bad!!!!!!
Nobody knows it, but you’ve got a secret smile … And you use it only for me
Everybody is leaving…
AND I FOUND MY DECISION FOR THIS NIGHT – CARTOONS with strawberry jam and *what else i can find in my flat* AND daaaaaance daaaance in darkness =)
