During night
All the time I have a lot of plans, especially when weekends are coming, but then… something happend…booom…. and no wish for everything…. Just nothing…. inside – outside… Lazy… lazy mood for everything,,, i should kick it and send this mood to hell, but WTF, again and again I am doing the same thing – I am doing nothing… Angry of myself, of world! Mdaaa, change yourself, or go back to ur previous condition,,, Nope, nope and nope again! Angry angry, i am pissed off and that’s all
A little bit sad – maybe… Pfff, what to do… This shitty weather is killing me, I need sun, I am waiting for sun, like a stupid flower
Mdaaa, hit urself on the wall
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, i am pissed again and again but doing nothing against this. Stop… break… pause in brain working, but really this pause is going on for a long time since january… Ai – ai -ai, I am starting to loose myself…
Crazy crazy crazy me
Music – Craig David vs Bob Sinclair : Hot stuff vs World Hold On
Where is me???? Where is this fucking mood for doing everything???
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The beginning of new week – the beginning of new life – the beginning of doing everything???
Let’s see 
*optimistic & active and full of life Nastya is awaken*
BEWARE =)))
