Come and save me…
I <3 this song! I dont know why, but it is sooooo fucking good, in my opinion 
Morandi – Save me
When I’m with you
Everything seems better
Now I know
I see it all today
We were ment to be together
I’m in pain when you’re away
Refren:
Come and save me
I’m loosing my touch
Day after day
Cause I miss you so much
Come on and save me
I’m loosing my mind
Waiting and waiting
For you to be mine
Come and save me
From me… me…
Come and save me
From me… me…
When I’m with you
Everything seems better
Now I know
I see it all today
We were ment to be together
I’m in pain when you’re away
Refren:
Come on and save me
I’m loosing my touch
Day after day
Cause I miss you so much
Come on and save me
I’m loosing my mind
Waiting and waiting
For you to be mïne
2x
Come and save me
From me… me…
Come and save me
From me… me…
During night
All the time I have a lot of plans, especially when weekends are coming, but then… something happend…booom…. and no wish for everything…. Just nothing…. inside – outside… Lazy… lazy mood for everything,,, i should kick it and send this mood to hell, but WTF, again and again I am doing the same thing – I am doing nothing… Angry of myself, of world! Mdaaa, change yourself, or go back to ur previous condition,,, Nope, nope and nope again! Angry angry, i am pissed off and that’s all
A little bit sad – maybe… Pfff, what to do… This shitty weather is killing me, I need sun, I am waiting for sun, like a stupid flower
Mdaaa, hit urself on the wall
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, i am pissed again and again but doing nothing against this. Stop… break… pause in brain working, but really this pause is going on for a long time since january… Ai – ai -ai, I am starting to loose myself…
Crazy crazy crazy me
Music – Craig David vs Bob Sinclair : Hot stuff vs World Hold On
Where is me???? Where is this fucking mood for doing everything???
S
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The beginning of new week – the beginning of new life – the beginning of doing everything???
Let’s see
*optimistic & active and full of life Nastya is awaken*
BEWARE =)))
Somewhere over the rainbow
Silence…
Heaven holds a sense of wonder… (c)
Maybe I am just stupid, because I am repeating each time my mistakes, but it’s ok, the person by the nature is the masochist *for memory, for future*
Maybe I should just stop on this, and stop writing anything, just press “Delete blog” or “Delete Post” and that’s all… and I will keep everything in myself and continue smiling and making view that i will never have sad mood in whole my life…
Maybe I should just change myself, but how? Person who will change himself is not anymore honest person, but as I said before all life is big theatre where we should smile all the time, but life is like this – Life is smile even when tears are flowing on the cheeks…
Maybe i should just make some conclusions from everything, and just dont repeat them, but I will, I WILL, because i am not going to change myself, and world is not going to change itself or be changed by one person…
I can’t hold it all in
if you won’t let me…(c)
Maybe i should just listen music, and music will save the world and me… But “Music sounds better with You“(c)
Here is something which sounds better with my mood for today…
We are saying that life is beautiful and we are going to shop to buy new bottle of vodka…
We love loneliness, but we are keeping all the time in our hands mobile phones…
We are sure that we are absolutely quiet and we are taking the next cigarette…
We can surprise people, but we are afraid to say “Love you“…
We do not trust in love and at night we are crying in a pillow…
We do not trust in ideal people and every day in a crowd we are looking out for the ideal…
We are always saying what we think, but we have almost forgot to smile SINCERILY…
We want people accept us as what we are, but during few hours we stick out in front of a mirror…
We always achieve what we want, but we are afraid that nobody need us…
We are writing the personal diaries and we want that others will read them…
Sakura…
Tomorrow
So strange… just to sit in the silence… 2 months left, but i am still so lost, everything seems to be the theatre and we are just actors here, you should smile when you want to cry, you should cry when you want to smile, so strange feelings, you are jumping from one side to opposite and you can’t find right decision of everything… ” Just be youself… ” It sounds very easy, but in life it is completely different
Pff, 2 months left… Russia… what do i feel when i am hearing this word? I don’t know why but now during this year it doesn’t associate with the word: “home”, so strange in Russia I usually say this strange phrase – I am going home… to Kemi, to Finland, but in another side when I am in Finland, i am saying : Oooh, tomorrow I am going home to Russia, so where is my home? In these moments I feel like homeless.
I am already missing my friends… 1 day, I cannot imagine what will happen with me when I will graduate and when all my friends will go in different ways in different sides of this big world.
It is so good to be crazy like me Not like insane, just crazy in my own way: I am not crazy, just my reality is different than yours Smile, smile, smile – the one solution when you feel good or you feel bad!!!!!!
Nobody knows it, but you’ve got a secret smile … And you use it only for me
Everybody is leaving…
AND I FOUND MY DECISION FOR THIS NIGHT – CARTOONS with strawberry jam and *what else i can find in my flat* AND daaaaaance daaaance in darkness =)
