Once more
Sitting alone and trying to figure out my thoughts (as usual) and again I can’t, too much things in my head are just walking around 
I should start to think about THESIS work, but.. pfff, I have another plans, and I am just sitting and waiting for something that never can happen, that somebody will give me some idea about it, I want something unique, something innovative, that nobody have done yet, but still sitting and doing nothing, even research is so hard work for me 
beeeee, bad me, I am bad bad girl *go to the corner* heh, again U see when I am trying to concentrate and think, my thoughts are living its own life.
Anyway Levi and snowboarding and skiing and my company were so Great, Great, Thanks God, that I had such good weekend, I am sure that if this did not happen, I would just sleep all weekend again..
My body is full of blue things… and soon it will be Finnish Independence Day Party and my dress is waiting for me, and my legs look so awful now, need some massage.. STOP! It is not post of complaining! 
wait… one thing more —> the weather is really shit! how come it is melting again! and tomorrow for sure it will be frozen!!! pffff, long way to bus stop! During whole day I am watching one movie, actually very good movie, but i cannot sit on one place for a long time! The movie is about group of collegues who are actually “black – diggers”(if exactly from russian, I dont know the word in english), they are searching for some stuff from Second World war (some medals, guns, etc.) and then selling it to the black market without any respect to dead people, but then… puuuff, one moment and they are back to past, and they are these soldiers and they are participating in war… so quite interesting movie, I think i will finish it tonight.
Tomorrow – work, oooh, and soon is re-exam and again i am hoping that somebody will learn it instead of me how come it is not happening, i dont know 
I want own snowboard and to go each weekend to the slopes, and try to make some flips, but not flips to my ass or to my face *yeah yeah i had this bad experience* that I looked like somebody rapped me
Trying to keep my good mood and just smiling and smiling and laughing, but sometimes i want to sit somewhere and just listen music and chill out from everything and everybody
but I <3 my friends , and I want to spend more and more time with them
Now I think I got my crazy idea about something and I will reach it , but it will stay as secret, just some belief Do not forget about idea, heh, last days I have so bad memory =( hm
